dear mum,
I am never going to be the perfect daughter you dreamed of having, far from it actually. I’m sorry.
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A Girl Named Ana - Unknown
I’ve seen this girl called Ana,
She’s pretty, thin and tall,
She has the smallest frame I’ve seen,
And not one single flaw.
I met this girl called Ana,
She introduced herself today,
She seemed so very nice at first,
and says she wants to stay.
I know this girl named Ana,
She’s so perfect and it’s true,
I’m so fat compared to her,
But she’ll make me skinny too.
I’m friends with this girl called Ana,
I’ve started eating less,
Hating the person in the mirror,
My life’s become a mess.
My best friend is this girl named Ana,
I want her to always stay,
All my other friends have left,
But she will never stray.
The only one I listen to is Ana,
She’s so smart and full of advice,
I’m starting to get smaller,
My health the only sacrifice.
I’m scared of this girl Ana,
I can’t get her out of my head,
It finally occurred to me,
That Ana wants me to be dead.
I hate this girl named Ana,
She makes my life a hell,
Someone please hear my silent screams,
Cause she won’t let me tell.
My worst enemy is this girl called Ana,
She’s a demon in my head,
She seemed so nice at first,
But I was so misled.
I’m prisoner to this girl called Ana,
I’m captive to her will,
I can’t help but do what she says,
How can I be so fat still?
My murderer is this girl named Ana,
She starved me to my grave,
My heart finally stopped beating,
I couldn’t continue being brave.
Some of my fave thinspos. They inspire me so much. If you keep working hard you can be someones favorite thinspo. Imagine a girl/boy looking at you and saying “wow. I wish I had their body. They are perfect”
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Who’s the fattest of them all?
Mirror, mirror, tell me why,
Tell me why I always cry.
Mirror, mirror, what you reflect,
In my eyes is never perfect.
Mirror, mirror, is it true?
Am I being controlled by you?
Mirror, mirror, can’t you see?
What you show is killing me.
Mirror mirror, Unknown (via darkkiss0fdeath)
My mood
Sec 1: Remember life is beautiful and you are perfect!!!!!
Sec 2: Fuck me, fuck you and fuck everybody
me: why do I care what my body looks like? I dont have to look perfect. no one cares other than me. everyone will love me anyway! I should have a donut for breakfast!!
also me: damn I’m a fat failure. a donut? for breakfast? ever? girl, you’re disgusting. look at yourself. you have THIGHS. How DARE YOU!?! Ew.